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Brokenheart

2011-12-14T06:37:00.001-08:00

Why the sudden urge to break down..

How would you feel,

2011-12-14T06:35:00.000-08:00

Back again,

Feeling rather down. /;

How would you feel, to be called Fake.

I don't think it was a joke, to think of it again.

hmm..

I don't know either.

2011-12-14T03:59:00.000-08:00

I decided to start blogging a little too, after reading my xiaomeimei's blog.

Those good old days when blogging and stalking other blogger's blog seems great and awesome again.

Like how Facebook and Twitter used to be something i always look forward to using once i use my laptop.

Seems like my Facebook and Twitter are not as active now.
I can't seem to write out how i feel there like before, it's just weird.

To be noticed by others.

I spent my holiday fruitfully, with overseas trip and loads of outing and meetup-s, how we all flashed back to the past and reminisce them.

Memories. Perhaps one day we might have forgotten about certain meaningful events,

forgot about the important dates in life, threw away pictures, gifts, cards and letters from our friends and loved ones, but memories stays.

That feeling would stay, forever in our hearts.

Thankyou God.

For the wonderful Family i have,

the food and the place i'm staying at,

so many friends i have around me, always there for me and making my life so wonderful.

I have everything, I don't know why i shouldn't be contented.

Yes, i may not be in Top schools, i am certainly not rich, not staying in Private estates,

i don't know servants and stuff.

I love everything and everyone around me.

Thank you God. (':

I wanted to write more but no feeling anymore. heh. [;

Till there, BYE (:

2011-05-27T20:01:00.000-07:00

if we could stay like this~

2011-05-17T08:28:00.000-07:00

igiveup.

I'm at lost,

2011-05-16T09:04:00.000-07:00

Hmm, seems like this is the best place for me to pour out my feelings,
All at once.
I hope no one see this, and even if u do, I hope you pretend you didn't

I really don't know what I'm feeling in me.
And suddenly I thought of me in school, being imaged as the crazy, mad, retarded, idiot, noisy girl or smth? But, I'm just being myself
I hope they understand. I'm not trying to seek attention or be the center of attraction. I do hope I can make my friends smile or laugh it off through the boring and tough time. I hope I'm doing it right though.

It has been long since I've posted on my blog, its kinda dead. Lalalalalala.

I'm okayy I'm really okayy, you mean I don't look as though I'm all right? LOL.

Oh, sometimes you get so negative and to you, you're trying to help, but it gets a little irritating because I really don't think that way so you shouldn't. I hope you understand~

2011-05-01T03:44:00.000-07:00

2011-04-24T06:47:00.001-07:00

2011-04-22T05:29:00.000-07:00

2011-04-17T07:39:00.000-07:00

seniors ): don't go

2011-04-17T05:26:00.000-07:00

WALAUUUUUU

2011-04-01T07:59:00.000-07:00

2011-03-23T21:42:00.000-07:00

HAVING PHYSICS LESSON NOW. BUT KINDA SLACKING IN THE COM LAB.
LOL

I can't forget what you said that night. gosh :x

2011-03-16T03:37:00.000-07:00

TODAY I SLACK LIKE DUNNO WAD

(>.<)

ACTUALLY THE SLACKING STARTED ONLY AT NIGHT, ONLY WHEN I'M USING MY COM );

2011-03-12T07:46:00.000-08:00

2011-03-05T23:32:00.001-08:00

2011-02-27T06:02:00.000-08:00

SEMO DONGGUA?

2011-02-20T01:38:00.000-08:00

BOREDBOREDBORED (:

teeheee

saturday- went back school for classcheer and math ssl

came back to complete all homework.

a math paper, e math paper, emath chapt3 exercises, amath exercise2.9

then social studies.

and did ss revision

sunday- tution in the morning

home and started physics.

after that SLACK LIKE DUNNO wad (>.<)

now posting :b

later gonna continue with chinese, art and chem

maybe bio?

DUNNOOOOOOOOOOO ):

ome more month to my birthday :D YAY

four more days to COMMON test.

i wonder why the new principal wanna make us go mad D:

2011-02-18T05:09:00.000-08:00

TIRED, I'm tired

2011-02-12T20:04:00.000-08:00

2011-02-12T02:23:00.000-08:00

not the same anymoree

2011-02-11T23:43:00.000-08:00

12feb'11- had mathtuition this morning [;

indices test and geog, i think i screwed them up.

happy to see choir improving, hope that its not just for now..

we gotta sustain our gold.

is it that i can't draw?

i dunno what im feeling so yea, byee~

2011-02-05T05:52:00.000-08:00

thoughts are painful joke.'

people change, you used to know them, we were once so close

yet you can't recognise some of them now,

not at all..

in a way, they just changed,

i feeel sleepy,

hmmm, you know maybe we should get together

if this would mean you won't be sadd

lunar new year!

2011-02-02T09:47:00.000-08:00

2feb.

lunar new year (:

its hard to describe my feelings,

there're ups and downs [;

heartbreaking news,

yet again, relationships doesn't last, do they ):

i pray for her that everything's gonna be alright, i'll be by your side,

no matter what (:

had reunion dinner @ grandparent's house.

the weather's great tday (:

there's SUN and the WIND ^^

finally some warmth from the sunlight after those consecutive rains

feel so good (:

i'm afraid.

scared of syf,

i'm afraid choir might not be able to make it, judging at its state now ):

it's really a disappointment):

and to think that i can't sing cuz' of the bad sore throat and coughing,

everything got worse :X

i hope choir can improve and buck up ):

i really dun hope to see choir getting something less than gold ):

then again, why're we so epic?

what's just wrong with us ):

it's the new year today, 2feb.

i don't feel excited anymore, like the way i used to when i haven't grow up.

beautiful memories were those ):

hmmm, its just weird to not feel anything for the new year.

somehow, all i think about its worries and fear.

of almost everything :x

there's just so much to be worried over about.

first.

choir, syf, our progress, the time and weeks left.GOSH ):

then.

relationship, vex, its like they don't Last :X

okayyy gonna doze offf

ZAI JIAN! (L)

nananana,you're the music in me (:

it's Raining;Raining,

2011-01-28T21:14:00.000-08:00

i can't talk anymore ):

hopefully i will be all right soon

cuz' I CANT EVEN SAY 'ok'

woke up and started using laptop to do research.

this weekend got loads of research to do (:

done with P.E, Art research.

don't have microsoft word so cant print and edit (>.<)

LE DONNO HOW FIND SIA >.<

heeheehee

[; goodbye~

):

2011-01-22T07:06:00.000-08:00

im feeling terrible now ):

so many things troubling me..

gosh

i feel so lousy now ):

feel like i cant make it

feel like im not working hard enough

feel like you are not here

sometimes i really need u badly ];

somebody to be there for me

blown off by the wind, once again :x

just tell me, what should i do :(

(>.<)

2011-01-16T05:03:00.000-08:00

gosh, suddenly feeling ];

aiyuh i have weird feelings.

SIAO LIAO, seriously.

You don't know how important you are to me~

2011-01-16T03:46:00.000-08:00

valentines day coming le (:

yesterday had chem tuition with DAMA lippu.

read the teenage horoscope x)

like MINE :D

happy happy cuz' it seem true ! :p

then this pink colour shirt tee guy sat beside me and i apparently said something i shouldn't have >.<

then we head to hougang mall to get comb ! X)

today 9 till 12 had math tuition with vivianne and yanyi.

cher funny!

she avatar :b

we all enlighten by avatar x)

then after that went grandparent's house (:

v.long nvr see them le so v. happy :DD

AH MA give me one tee shirt (:

plain simple and NICE NICE (:

XIE XIE AH MA ! (L)

do you mean what you were saying? or maybe you say that to EVERYONE. LOL..

Maybe we shouldn'y have known

2011-01-09T06:22:00.000-08:00

went for prize presentation ceremony today.

then started revision revision (:

physics, geog, biology, chem.

then use comouter and i dun wanna continue on chinese.

haahaas. :b

but still, got sense of achievement :D

and thankyou YANYI, help me get my english comprehension book from popular :)

and SON, CheerUp :)

you're not mentally challenge.

you can do it k!

hmmm, seems like you care less,

sometimes i wish i hadn't known you. ):

2011-01-09T03:28:00.000-08:00

2011-01-07T20:52:00.000-08:00

always wondering if what you said were referring to me,

always hoping so.

Sec One CCA orientation today. :)

hoping for many sec ones joining us this year.

hmmm, that's all (:

oh, i think somebody hack my facebook acc.

walau .__.

Back to the starting point

2011-01-07T04:57:00.000-08:00

when we won't mend to be`

i don't know why, im just SAD.

it's so weird but i just realise i'm not happy anymore ):

for now.

i look out the window for very long.'

the wind keep blowing to my face.

i just stared into space.

i feel hurt.

its so weird..

Cuz' nothing is ever as it seems

2011-01-02T18:49:00.000-08:00

a happy family, always

2011-01-02T01:00:00.000-08:00

RAWR! School going start soon! omgomgomg!

don't know but that's always this mixed feeling! xD

i can't wait to go to school !

but scared to go to school also! >.<

later the teacher fierce fierce how?

later studies CMI how? (>.<)

later get caught for socks or hair or whatever on the FIRSTDAY how?

Still like a Kid

2011-01-01T01:28:00.000-08:00

random, but i guess i will never grow up :B

[WHEN I'm not feeling so good. LOL. :P]

Listen to the WIND

2011-01-01T01:19:00.000-08:00

there will always be this someone you think of

when you're feeling upset and forlorn.

relationship hurts both parties, there's always the same ending,

Break up.

relationship isn't something good to talk about when you're still young.

it won't last.

So just live life happy and SMILE :)

Do what is right [;

I went to the doctor and went home with loads of YUCKy medicine D:

now fever's gone and i hope it doesn't return ^^

but still got sore throat :X

didn't do any COUNTDOWN.

was resting after i took the YUCKy medicine D:

oh WELL, its already the new year !

today's date is 1/1/11 :P

Hope that this year everything goes on well and everyone can SMILE and live their life to the FULLEST :D

Gotta really work really HARD. omg!

You stand by Me (:

2010-12-30T03:04:00.000-08:00

went out with Valerie, Prudence and Elysia (:

ChinaTOWN, VIVOcity ^^

took loads of pictures [;

awkward silence

2010-12-29T07:51:00.001-08:00

they say, Silence is the Loudest Sound.

awkward feeling wrapped within me, i don't know how to describe it..

Forever and Always`

2010-12-28T07:15:00.000-08:00

came back from a lovely place, and i really wanna stay there forever,

no regrets. (:

iloveit! (Y!)

learnt a lot and had fun.

AM grateful for everything !

thankyou, really :)

2010-12-23T01:30:00.000-08:00

the girl and boy's cute, don't you think (:

had fun talking to Pearlyn and KangLe twin :D

^^ :D Pearlyn's a very nice girl :P (hearts!)

if those words were true, only if`

too often when i loved, i did not say.

2010-12-22T21:34:00.000-08:00

when will the sky turn blue

2010-12-22T06:17:00.000-08:00

went for CHEM tuition with LippyDAMA (:

less than half of expected student came then cher like bu shuang :X

heehee CHEM ish cheeeem.O_O

made GingerBread MAN afterwards with my ERJIE :b

(without ginger in it cuz we don't like :p)

tomorrow have to go school for secone registration perfomance.

then going Malaysia from 24-27 [;

it was a bad moment;

2010-12-21T08:07:00.000-08:00

i am living here, alone

2010-12-20T05:29:00.001-08:00

i also want a shoulder to lean on,

i also have feelings,

i feel very hurt,

do you know?

you kept saying i am stupid, lu bai chi

then say go out with me u feel stupid.

but u also dunno whut.

you say me when u dun know too.

you don't care, u heck care.

my efforts, i was happy to prepare and get u a cake

u didn't want.

in the end my money's wasted, and u just dun care.

i know u wont read this so i just wrote.

even if u read, u wont care right? :/

2010-12-17T04:09:00.000-08:00

this is CUTER!! (:

Gingerbread MAN

2010-12-17T03:52:00.000-08:00

i wanna make nice nice Gingerbread Men like this! D:

i hope can (:

i wanna smile like these Gingerbread men,

haahaaas :I

Going CHEM tuition with LipFei tmr (:

You did forget

2010-12-15T06:21:00.000-08:00

Demi Lovato - Don't Forget

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

FREAK

2010-12-14T23:38:00.000-08:00

sneeze Sneeze SNEEZE!

i can never stop sneeZ-ING

i don't know why you've become like this,

2010-12-14T21:07:00.000-08:00

hEllo :D

staying at home today, hoping to finish some work :D

but apparently, the com seduce me again (>.<)

i wonder why textbooks and stuff aren't that seducive :b

okayy RAPUNZEL is really FUN and omg NICE :D

i like it when they sing leh :P

took neoprint afterwards. [;

had fun but it was TIRING!

[look up, change position, look front.]- practically doing that all the while in the neoprint machine!

but the prints are NICE, don;t u think (:

and then i went home and took a picture ( on top ) :D

cuz i wanna deco it ! LOL!

addicted to neoprint for a SEC?

LOL.

yea so i took a pic and deco it simple-ly x)

MERRY X"MAS PEEPS [;

And so,

2010-12-13T18:14:00.000-08:00

later going watch movie with Valecia, ShawEn, Billy, ZhiYi, James, MingHao, JiaXuan [;

still left homwork undone T.T

Stephanie Sun songs are nice (:

Chorale Life

2010-12-12T05:13:00.000-08:00

this is US, BOOBies,AltoONE, NC CHOIR (:

HongKong Trip had been Fun and i really miss it now [;

hearts!

and i always wonder,

2010-12-10T23:18:00.000-08:00

you never feel the same way as i do, i know

okay,

2010-12-10T22:05:00.000-08:00

okay, like what the hell ?

you didn't even bother right.?

You keep me kept wondering,

2010-12-04T22:42:00.000-08:00

hello (:

i'm going to hongkong like tomorrow le [;

i hope we will sing well and get what we aim for (:

WE CAN DO IT! (:

yesterday i help to paint my brother's room :)

it's purple! awe.some. (:

its very nice (:

once i get my room, it's gonna be mad green :D

haahaas ^^

i feel like going out..

meet valerie, my primary school bestfriendss

duafamily, vivianne, yanyi.. D:

but at the same time the school holiday homework is troubling me T.T

crap but i really don't feel like touching it D:

especially the chinese and english one D:

crap, i'm getting lazier and ... less hard working D:

i can only think about PLAY-ing xD

gosh ):

i hope when school reopens i get back to normal cuz' its already

secthree! tough year ahead :X

Maybe it's true

2010-12-03T19:43:00.000-08:00

i don't know why either,

perhaps it's cuz we haven't been meeting and seeing each other.

i feel a little empty.

i miss a lot of my friends..

sometimes i wonder if they still remember me

the green veggie, always so mad in school and class..

'there seems to be more silence within me..

are we as close as we use to?

or the fact is that we weren't even that close in the first place..

i'm just wondering ..

yea, i know i'm being sensitive again?

Maybe ..

Hear my pain

2010-12-01T19:25:00.001-08:00

need some time alone

What am i to you

2010-12-01T18:22:00.000-08:00

And you seriously did'nt know it did hurt.

i tried being very nice to you all already.

then what is this?

spare a thought for me please?

everytime i try to be nice, you have to shoot me and make me feel hurt.

ended up its my fault..

do you even treat me as your FRIEND?

wth?

it's like nobody cares..

they come to me when they need me.. then left me alone when they have better friends.

fine.

i don't know what to write here :D

2010-11-29T04:03:00.000-08:00

heehee recently when i wanna blog and post, i find it difficult to come out with a title for every post

today is Monday 29.11.10 (:

had choir as usual , from 8.30-12.30

had to wake up early D:

haahaas choir prac. wasn't as good as the previous one.

maybe cuz' no physical training? :X

i still cannot wait for HK trip (:

and 2 more days to twin boy's birthday :D

:D made cookies and cupcakes :D

maybe not perfect but i think there's improvement from the previous one and its nice :)

YAY ME ^^

i will be going for concert with Bee on 1dec @ night (:

try saying this- how many cookies could a good cook cook if a good cook could cook cookies!

LOL :b

TONGUE TIED (:

In the middle of the night when i'm in this dream,

I wanna sit by the shore and just stare in the space~

the Sunday Rain,

2010-11-27T21:44:00.000-08:00

its Sunday,

been using my laptop since morning (:

its going to Rain soon

feel so windy and nice

i just can't wait for Hk Trip (:

I'm starting to miss Valarie, i think she reach CHINA already (:

not forgetting SooPeng grandchild and HuiFang ((:

takecare [hearts]

HP laptop

2010-11-27T07:06:00.000-08:00

(: just came back from IT fair in Singapore EXPO (:
bought HP laptop :DD
it's $899! :b
it is COOL, i like :b
RAWR ^^

but i honestly cannot use the difference in all laptop..
besides the colour and brand?
LOL.

I seriously think that i am Stupid :X
.__.

I'm still nto use to BIG screen, haahaas
cuz' my previous mini laptop have like the smallest screen ever :b LOL

I CAN STALK MORE PEOPLE NOW x)

A little bit of silence;

2010-11-26T19:00:00.000-08:00

Choir yesterday was GOOD (:
LOVE practice without scolding and it just goes on well (:
cannot wait for HongKong Trip (:
We WILL get back what we want to get back (:

Went to Cut hair near KangKar Mall (:
YanYi and SooPeng rebond, HuiFang, Vivianne and I waited for them after we finish cutting our hair [;
had to wait very long.
haahaa but they all look very chio (:
Head to Bugis Street afterwards ((:
Walk around and Shop [[;

bought a cap, green watch, dress, tube, socks..
(;
maybe going there again with YANYI on tuesday (:

sometimes, i really wonder..

And its driving me mad, to keep so many things to myself, bottling it up..
There's always so much i feel yet so little i tell and say..

Not yet dead (;

2010-11-24T07:33:00.000-08:00

Hello,
i haven't been posting these days );
neveeer use computer for quite some time, 2days? :b

Tuesday went out with Valecia, MingHao and James [;
YAY! fun :)
watched HarryPotter, nice nice nice, to me [;
haahaas but scary at some parts leh!
i will slide down my seat and feel scared. LOL :b
Played @ arcade [;
catching the softtoys 's COOL (:
Minghao caught twoo with two tokens!
pro at the start, then after that CMI.
haahaas but still PRO [[;
fun !
then play MarioKart!
Minghao keep complain >.< i was 2nd for both game ! FUN FRIES :b yippee!
WEDNESDAY
had chorale exchange @ NgeeAnnSec (:
Warm Ups at classrooms were great with awesome echo (:
then performance not as good :x
Ms Yin told us that we should LOVE ourselves MORE
and have MORE CONFIDENCE.
On stage, ITS HOW WE FACE THE OBSTACLES and REACT to the things that will happen on Stage with an Alert mind [;
(okayy its not exactly this cuz i got STM, can forget wad i say and what people say like 1 min ago >.< )
i have confident that WE CAN DO IT (:
LET'S JUST DO IT :D <3
MsYin very nice(; she so sweet and love us so much (:
teehee (;

I CANT WAIT TO GO HK [; but i havent pack >.<

and i haven't start on my HW >.<

TMR, going out to CUT HAIR, they gonna rebond
then go Bugis SHOP [;

BYE <3

boring week with a bit of fun

2010-11-10T21:03:00.000-08:00

hello :D
it is the second week of holiday if i am not wrong :D
i believe i am right xD
Monday was apparently CRAP.
choir these days are always full of scoldings, upsetting news, anguish, sadness, disappointment, crap, no improvement, in a horrid state, and to me, FEAR.
some does not know the importance of choir ];
i tried very hard for all practices, seriously.
hoping for an improvement so that Ms Yin doesn't get angry.
but we always failed.
i really wonder how it would be like next year, for Choir..
much of my concerns goes to the lower secs next year..
the sec one this year are still singing softly, no offense
i am just worried ):
i don't want out senior's effort to go to a waste like that.
i want to let them know that being in choir , the important thing is to have the love for it.
i guess that's what the seniors had told us and get it into our mind clearly the past year. D:
i will never give up on choir.. we WILL improve.
i really don't want Ms Yin to leave us D: She is so nice D:

Even if the fear stays, we still have to move on.
the MORE we have to SING ALOUD AND EVEN BETTER.

there will be Choir prac. tomorrow. hopefully everything would be okayy..
haix,
let the fear get wash away, bring us and Ms Yin smile and confidence in US.
:)

Tuesday because we were all too bored..
so we went out again :)
Valecia, me and Yanyi are slackers :D
we aren't as busy as others in DuaFamily xD somehow, in a way.
we get to go out more often, and are always free and ON to get out :)
decided on Bishan J8 (:
catch a movie, cool, super funny comedy and enjoyable xD
You Again is nice (:
played @ the arcade but Mario kart got 4 machines with 1 occupied and the other spoilt T.T
so only two can play at a time D:
spend like 4 bucks! D:
played bball but I suck DD:
others was quite fun.
walked around with Yanyi afterwards :) funFunFUN xD
saw this super cute TIGGER but found out that i couldn't purchase it when i got to the counter >.<
did not have money leh D: and i didn't realise. so it went like.. super embarrassing..
heeheee.

I HOPE YANYI'S LEG WOULD BE ALL RIGHT ASAP :) <3

Wednesday, stayed at home,
did this and that. LOL :)
call conference at night with YanYi, Valarie, ZhiYi, KangLe, MingHao
then YanYi, Valarie, KangLe, MingHao, MingFang
and then Valarie, KangLe, MingHao, MingFang, Valecia
and and Valarie, Ming Fang, Valecia, Joey :D
haahaa they only allow at most people in the conference D:
so we kinda have to ask people who aren't really talking much out D:

Yanyi and Zhiyi practically kept very quiet cuz they are playing MAPLE >.<
Minghao was inside but .. eavesdrop us? LOL
Kangle silently talking to himself again xD
haahaa talks were gr8! xP

thurday which is today!! xD
BooHoo, was plan to go yanyi's house but she forgot she going for her cca BBQ >.<
so now im stuck at HOME ):
lalalalalala
BEELEE PLEASE DONT BE SO NEGATIVE ALR! WE ALL LOVE U LEH! :)

i hope tomorrow's choir would be Fine );

Hello

2010-11-04T06:25:00.000-07:00

hellooo friends :)
firstly, i wanna say Lousy is very SCARY!

Camp was fun but second day my mood kinda affected me :X
yup yup
fun and learn a lot from this camp ^ ^
lazy to say wad happen. heehee
but just very fun fun fun!
and i got piggy bag twice! Yanling and Daryl piggy bagged me! haahaa

Yanyi poor thing sprained ankle today ):
GWS!! <3 :)

-guaiguai derh];

NINGZHEN~

sad,

2010-11-04T03:33:00.000-07:00

hey.

Life is great :)

2010-11-01T07:23:00.000-07:00

MingLiU-ExtB Hello everybody (:
today went Choir prac. (: it was enjoyable and fun (:
maintained the no-scoldings and angry-MsYin again (: happy happy ^ ^
met YanYi afterwards :)
went to compass, had icecream together (:
walked around, saw many many nice, cool and CUTE stuff!! Oh mY :)
we are so gonna get same pencil case and a CAP :)
i saw this super nice green cap leh :)
happy happy, wish to get that! xD
yanyi said that we are like SISTERS :) <3
times with her are fun and memorable,
always hope that time would stop when me and her are together ^ ^ :)

yesterday was sunday :)
had class in the morning :) enriching :)
afterwards met yanyi, valecia, vivian @ Pasir ris park :)
cycled :) FUN FUN FUN xD
i love it when we cycle up the slope again and ride all the way down and say ' WOOOO'
or "Weeeeeee~' (:
then we went to eat ICE CREAM that is awesomely delicious and cute and cool :)
Gozilla! :)
PS, we kinda kept pangseh VIVIAN in a way :X sorry lemon ):
dun sad or angry okay, we still LOVE U leh ^ ^
sorry :X

then me and YIYI went to fly rainbow kite after vivianne and valecia went home.
we stayed till very late and enjoyed ourselves (:
^^ kite dropped on the tree like 3 times :X but we manage to save it a few times. heehee(:
scary in the dark :X heehee me n yanyi held hands ^^ :)

orange alien, green monster and u are mend to be tgt :) teeheee xD
see this post also green and orange leh xP
love U yiyi xD
orange rawks cuz tigger is orange in colour :)

talked to frank, he very random and weird. but quite funny :))

gottago, BYE :)

you're amazing;

2010-10-29T04:08:00.000-07:00

hello ningzhen here :P
29 October 2010 :)
Friday, the first day of holiday, the starting day when everyone starts to miss their own precious dearly class.
2Awesome, i miss you like a lot a lot a lot ):

hmmm, sms and online chat with twin twin again.
just finish choir practice .
had it from 1.15pm till 4.15pm
quite fun. i was really hyper and happy and a bit siao :X
xD nvm lush. in choir must be high mah,
cannot meh :[
Ms Yin gave us all one sticky super duper nice :)
ilike :)
yay, luckily today didnt get scolding or else die :X
tomorrow will have choir also.
hope its real fun ^^
wishing and praying hard that choir prac would always be so nice , with
no scoldings are fierce ms yin and ms yin will smile thru the prac. (:
hmmm we all feel that the sec. ones choir juniors have to buck up and sing louad and well cuz its like, next year when the sec three leave this choir..
only us and sec ones left.. i dun wan the choir to drop standard.
sec ones, you all have to really know the importance of choir and love it :)
jiayous and be brave :) <3 style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">tomorrow people from npcc like james, guanghui, jingqi and kangle will be having their camp. hope they enjoy themselves and have FUN :)
Must miss me :) muaa haaa haaa xD
thursday until friday i think.. the NCC people like yingxian, yongjian, kevin had their camp. hope it had benn fun for them :)
teehee xD

talking about camps.. sports leader will be having ours soon, like next week :)
im kinda excited :) teehee xD
with friends :) xD

please tag tag taggie my blog, i know its dead, but now its ... NOT anymore :)

PS, i think im gonna rebond my hair soon ^^

greenveggie says BYE :)

maybe i will;

veggie back to life :)

2010-10-28T07:05:00.000-07:00

everyone i am finally back [;
haahaa i doubt anyone still hop to my blog and take a look cuz it has been dead for quite some time, especially during exam EOY period.
but i guess i will soon revive it once holidays start.. which is...
like NOW! :)
heeeeeheeee
results are okay.
but nextyear 2A too awesome gonna split ):
kinda sad ):
and im a little troubled by things :X
i dunno why but i keep thinking non stop.
CRAP.
wash them all away! :X

hmm, i guess i will be changing my blogskin soon :) to a brighter and live-ier one :)
heeheee i will add songs to. but it will happen only when im super free and in super wuper good mood ^^

im kinda addicted to messaging via sms, keeep using phone.
nothing wrong whut :)

hmm my parents are super happy with my results.
i am not like super happy, not that i am unhappy with my results, just that i find my results
GUAI GUAI DER!! ): all like improve until very good then super unsual. i really wonder if teacher mark wrongly or calculate and arrange wrongly :X
but IM HAPPY :)
Lol super ironic :)

ehh a lot people keeep saying i very bone-y , skinny, thin, wadever thingy that is related to UNDERWEIGHT!! :X
ehh okay lush i wil try to eat more more more during holidays.
i really dislike being known as skinny bone-y ]; it sucks.
everyday at least will one person say me :X

by the way i will miss 2A ];
everyone :)
and i love <3 flying kites ! LOL this post is full of RANDOMNESS AND IRONC stuff :) greeenveg says BYE!

you, revolving in my mind, ever so weird;

2010-09-21T04:52:00.000-07:00

2010-09-11T23:27:00.000-07:00

SMILE! like this :D
Make your mouth as Flexible as possible xD
and That's what we learn in CHOIR practice :)

2010-08-31T03:11:00.000-07:00

We will always stand together as one to overcome each obstacles.
because that's what Friends are for..

We faced many problems that came simultaneously the previous week.
Yet we solved them slowly and gradually with talks to settle things.
Nobody ever thought that this Family was going to end just like it. Split.
Though we all know that there are still problems laying here and there, I am still happy that we are Together again :)

learning to accept your friend's flaws is important. After all, nobody is perfect. :)

GreenVeggie :]

raindrops not far away..

2010-08-24T03:10:00.000-07:00

it's raining outside,it's pouring inside

evil fighting!

2010-08-15T07:07:00.000-07:00

i stared outside my window, looking at the fluffy white clouds and the bright blue sky`

today was fun! :D
okay, actually i stayed at home all the while.
the fun part was sms-ing YongJian kor and Billy Jieh ^^
heehee
i started telling YongJian that I am eating potato chips, wanting to make him jealous :D
but he in turn replied saying he's eating seaweed :D
so i continued by saying I drank Yakult.
Yongjian: I later going to drink Vitagen! :D
then we went on and on.
saying that i am gonna drink coffee. the aroma ish awesome
then he said he's gonna drink dunno whut high class tea :D
later going to drink milo.
haahaa went on until i won :D
but he said: ok you win. winner have to treat loser something :D
haahaa! funny lush him. super evil also! xD
but had fun :D
we gave name to this game.
called evil food game.
then after a while i changed to- evil fighting :D
LAWLS! all like no creativity. i guess we'll change to another special name another time :D

today i revised and take down notes of chapter 8,history.
then did homework. plus read abandoned in the morning after i woke up :D
kinda sick leh the book! :// evil father der!

haahaa BYES ^^
i want to add Kiss the rain and others music by him on my blog!!
and taylor swift songs! but like cannot leh :X
PS:i changed skin again :D

changed veggie skin!

2010-08-10T05:54:00.000-07:00

Haahaa! :D
changed my veggie blog skin :D
now its orange !
LAWLS!
decided to change the skin out of the blue, out of no reason.
basically, Random! :D
heehee. i thought this skin is really nice ? ^^
it would actually be nicer if the format and everything went on the way it was suppose to be.
it was suppose to have all my informations and chat board on the left and my posts on the right so that you can see both column at the same time.
but i don't know why it ended up like this.
i really like this skin and i am also too lazy to find another one and edit edit again..
so here it is, with my new skin that might not look perfect :D
HAH!

oh yeah! does anyone knows why my mixpod music always doesn't have music playing out even when i tried editing like 100 times? ://
heehee help me solve this problem if you know
because i really wanna let everyone listen the songs in here! ^^

Singapore-My Homeland

2010-08-09T05:15:00.000-07:00

Happy 45th National Day! :D
I love Singapore! :D

Today was an awesome day :)
Went to PasirRis Park wtih ChiLing, FengXia, Joey, ShawEn and Valecia :D
funFunFUN!!
rent bicycle for 2hours.
then afterwards went to ehub for lunch @ yummygreen
superduperFULL! :X
walked around. went into some really cool shops ^^
bought t-shirt and a badge. :D
went to whitesand shopping mall.
took neoprints :D

shall not elaborate so AM very tired :X

BUAIZ! awesome day!

Fly

2010-08-07T07:16:00.000-07:00

hello PeepS! :D
this whole week i guess i haven't been online :X
and i don't know why but i don't seem to miss using computer at all :D
now that i get the time to get my itching hands started, i am here to post again! :D
heehee.
this week went on pretty well with tests here and there
Music Test on thursday
Geography, Australian Math Paper, Literature, Chinese Spelling etc.
some which i guess i have forgotten :D

Friday, unlike other schools, we didn't have half day.
We get half day schooling and the other half with celebration.
Friday, we did chinese situational writing. We were asked to do it without even being informed the previous day. O_o we protested but of course, we failed.
so we just need to be guai people and get on to our chinese work ^^
talking about chinese, i am really worried for it. i seem to be deproving D:
i hope this don't get worse ]];
then we had history lessons with supplementary worksheets to revise on the up-coming history common test paper.
we requested for national day songs to be played as we complete our worksheet :D
Mr.sexy Neo agreed and played several songs through Youtube :D
HOORAY! :D
national day songs are nice ^^ :)
iLOVESingapore` <3

followed up next was literature class test on The Bully Asleep.
tried my best and wrote as much as i can ^^
hope to attend good results :DD
heehee!

recess and celebration with prize giving, talent quest and some other performances.
i thought it was nice and fun ^^
yet not as good as last year, most people said that .
heehee
Solo with ChunMing singing and a sec3 girl playing erhu
Group with basketball group (soopeng grandchild inside :D)
the band! and 1A.
nice ^^
then last year winning group and international dance performed ^^
prize giving :D our class actually won 3rd for the recycling singapore theme thingy :D
our work looks like a meatball :D , said Valecia and some other ppl :D haahaa!

Went to have lunch @Compass with FengXia`Nanny, Joey`, Valecia`, ShawEn` :D
half way saw Eleen and the eleen's gang :D
Ate together @ kopitiam :D
talk to eleen's gang :D nice chat ^^
haahaa!
headed to joey's house afterwards.
did this and that. use phone, play ipod touch, slack, eat ice cream and longan drink.
went playground.
overcame fear of swinging up high :D
played monkey bar a lill' while.
Valecia was learning how to cycle ^^ haahaa
:D
went home with Fengxia afterthat.
she kept on talking on the phone :DD haaahaa so sweet lor! :D
then i decided call yongjian but he didn't pick up.
called shizheng but after awhile he hang up.
called yongjian chat awhile and hand up.
then called again and continue talking until i reached home ^^ :D
fun!

Saturday:
Math tuition was a bore!
Vivianne didn't sit next to me and this made talking rather difficult.
we learned about Sets and Venn diagram. nothing much :X
vivianne gave me my stickies that i ordered from her :D
YAY!
went for dental appointment as well :D
had my braces colour change into blur colour :D
my korkor also change to blur colour.
just that his is darker one and its shiny colour. mine is just plain blue :D
nice leh!! ilovethis colour XD

English tution learned about proporsal :D
did writing on it :D
A new guy came today. i noticed his handwriting is rather neat! :D haahaa
Random!
bought BUBBLE TEA @ bishan.
the best stall ever for selling bubble tea. its very cheap as well
1dollar :D ilikeit :D
i actually forget to take my change after buying ._.''
lucky the aunty remember and ran after me :X
i totally forget about it sia DD:
BLUR SOTONG -.-'''

Went home then went to the field land next to the condo [the Quartz] to Fly kite :D
WIND was huge so KITE went UP HIGH! :D
DaJie joined us afterwards :D
passed daddy a singapore flag to be attached on car so when the car moves, it flag will also sway and fly :D
nice!! always wanted such things xD
heehee
went to had yummy dinner :D

overall today was great ^^ xD
<3

the truth just hurt too much. your words came out to be like bullets from the gun and arrows from the bow. it shot right to my heart and arrowed at my heart so hard and painfully. I cannot breathe and can't stop thinking about it.

yes, overall i am acting cute and is crazy -.- you will be wondering why this bloody person is so sensitive.. and mad in a way. but its because i care about what others feel about me..
From now on, to you, i won't do anything, nothing at all...

all this while i say i am cute not because i really think that i am but i just wanted to make the people around me laugh and smile .. you won't get it... i am a fool`

HappiER

2010-07-27T04:18:00.000-07:00

HELLO HELLO!
after posting, i checked my tagboard.
To see CHERYL my awesome stupid friend tagging.
she said i have another sad post. D:
okay so i went to check out my posts.
seriously, one after another all sad and emo posts!!
ARGH ._.'' !
HOW COME LIKE THAT ! DD:
so i have decided to post more happy stuff and filled my post with hAPPinESS and jOY :DD
hAhhAh hEEhEE hOhOhhOh ^^
seriously my posts don't suit my url. totally contradicting man!! D:

forget about the unhappiness and remember the joys we shared :D

I will be happiER!!!!! :D :] xD ^^
<3

I am not a bad girl

2010-07-27T03:46:00.000-07:00

Bad girl. No i am Not.
Today was a bad day, at least for me it was ): [okay, maybe not]
The first time i got CWO in my life, like seriously.
Hahhah. :X
Second time caught for socks.
I shouldn't have pulled my socks up right at the moment when Ms Leow looked at us.
Valarie got caught for socks as well but its her first time this semester.
Its my second time, the first one last week. D;
During recess today i did CWO.
was asked to wear this attractive orange coloured vest
while cleaning the tables.
Fortunately i have my cloest friends along with me, encouraging me,
Thanks : Valarie for following me here and there and waiting for me at the end of recess
FengXia, Joey, MengQing and JingYi for the encouragement
MingFang cuz she especially came down to 'support' me :D
ShawEn and Valecia for laughing at me jokingly xD
and few more 2As who were there.
I mean, without you all over there, i would definitely feel embarrassed! >.<
While doing the CWO, i really put in effort in wiping the tables ^^
Ms Leow said i only need to serve CWO one day.
PHEW!

lessons went on.
Mr Tong not here today. so we had relief teachers, going thru of worksheets and doing new worksheets.
Chinese was boring so i took a book out and read after completing copying the summary answers teacher showed to us.
then Science we learnt on Photosynthesise.
it was fast and we finished learning the chapter in one day, less than a period >.<

I was using my phone after that. I hid it inside my bag.
Didn't realised that Ms Chin was just walking from behind, she suddenly said something.
I dropped my phone right into my bag.
But she saw it, so she confiscated it.
I was sad. not beacuse she confiscate it.
but rather how my mother would reflect a bad impression on me., having scolded me ust yesterday.. this is definitely make everything worse.
I am not a bad girl.
I was not, and now i am not and i will not be one.
Continued my science workbook questions while thinking some negative stuff.
Stopped halfway and went to the toilet.
cried in the cubicle.
it doesnt matter if my phone got confiscated.
what matters is how bad my parents will feel, and then my siblings..

it might be over but i really want to write this out, somehow.
then Marlene came and asked how i was. Kept quiet.
Valarie came in afterwards. then she got my phone.
Dua Family people gathered outside while i opened the door.
Wiped my tears..
Ok, its over.
Thanks God.
Thanks Valarie. Thanks Dua Family.

Although today might be a bad day, but everything was solved.
Thanks God.

I feel really nice with my friends around, over there always for me`
ThankYou God, for everything.

Stangely, my happy starting would end with an unpleasant one.
and my sad beginning ends up to be pleasant.

blues

2010-07-23T06:37:00.000-07:00

Everything, every single thing just happens on the friday.
Its always the Friday Blues for me.

I don't know what i am thinking.
My mind is running through a series of bad events and sad moments, and its never gonna stop.
It keeps on playing and playing through my mind and i cannot find a 'stop' button to it.
After thinking, it somehow just replay all over again.
I don't know why i am so sensitive, with the slightest thing on Earth.
Sometimes some people said something that they might not feel it but actually it hurts.
I don't tell anyone because people might be thinking- come on, you're lame ._. they're just joking. Sometimes i tell that it hurts but they don't listen, then there's no point at all..
I cannot think properly now.
He said those words and laughed it off but i mind it so much.
and then i start asking myself if i am really as what he had mentioned.
then another problem.
I just feel that, that he (another he) don't care anymore.
we won't as close as before, playing and sharing stuff together as we sat beside each other.
now he has his friends around him, he talk to them and only care about his someone.
Hey, what about me? I am your friend, once so close..
he even do some actions and said some things that hurt me a lot.
Then again, why am i so sensitive? ... Am I?
I don't know what's wrong with me, or maybe they don't give a dam?
"shen jing bing, act cute, weird lor, hao lian, show off, everyday emo one lor.. , i don't want to pair up with Ningzhen"
"roll his eyes, don't care, wanted to high five with him, he said 'dun care' , ignore me"
Everything just hurt so much.
I am being sensitive again. She asked '' why you cry?''
i don't know but it sounded like i shouldn't be crying because i didn't face the troubles that she (another she) is facing.
i am sad, so i just cry. thats all. what is wrong?
I bottled it up all in my heart, 'cuz i am scared that people will say i am stupid , sensitive to think about such stuff.
No point.

Seriously, i have many problems too, i want to share with somebody.
but seeing that Valarie is very emotional already, i decided to lend a listening ear instead than telling her all my troubles to add up on hers.

i feel that she doesnt tell me some things.. usually about relationship i guess.
i feel sad, yes, just sad and use to describe my feelings.
i know that i might not understand how you feel when it comes to relationship problems cuz i don't exactly understand. but you have to know i try, try ways to comfort you when it comes to relationship matters. you are keeping something from me :/ why? am i not trustworthy?

ok there's somethinsg big that happen today but i don't want to talk about it.
and today miss yin cried D: i feel so sad. we must all step out of our box.
she tried so hard and gave us all so we must buck up and sing well!
she said on monday we're going to all wear pink. we must continue our chorale spirit and don't die down!
jiayous everyone. after miss yin talk to us which i thought was really meaningful every time she said those words to us, we proceeded on to our section chat and reflection
exchanged numbers and we will be having a section dinner after choir next friday.
i really hope i will get bonded and closer to auto1 and keep in contact with my friends and seniors from sop1.

so, everything goes sad, sadder and even sadder.. ( no such word )

i guess all i need to do is to sleep and stop thinking.

2010-07-18T06:45:00.000-07:00

All and All is too difficult to write and type into plain words
haahaa.

Byebye

Fly your kite ; up the Sky.
Just so Carefree`
Feel the Breeze , let it move and touch your heart.

LAWLZ

2010-07-15T03:32:00.000-07:00

Lawlz
Yes you are Bias :X
-i am not referring to the boys in my class.

Zlwal

Why can't they see..

2010-07-12T05:43:00.000-07:00

Okay too tired to talk about anything unhappy now..

Even if i faint in the middle of the road, people that walk past me won't notice.
and so after a few hours, when i wake up, i have to get on my feet on my own,
and continue this hard journey that lays ahead of me.
Because after all, no one will be around to accompany you and you will be Alone.

This though came from me while i was forlornly walking back home from the bus stop today.

LAWLZ

Selamat Jalan ^^

friends forever till the end..

2010-07-04T21:40:00.000-07:00

friends forever till the end, up high we'll fly just take my hand~

haahaa this morning i woke up
with memories flashing back to the times when we were all in
INDOOR STADIUM :D
awEsOmE xD

fond memories ..
1.Malacca tRiP!
2.ShangHai with fAMilY!
3.SYF opening ceremony!

thankyou for everything ^^
these moments will forever etched in my mind and in my hEaRt :)

you stand by me, i stand by you`

unlimited

2010-07-04T21:19:00.000-07:00

when i didn't realize that i have unlimited sms,
i make sure that i won't exceed the 500 free messages.
now when i know i have unlimited plan,
my sms went up to 2000 plus :D
spamming chain messages and asking if people are free, planning these and that.
crapping with YongJian.
haahaa :)

but one bad thing ._.
my memory is so super tiny mega small
LOL
then i have to delete msg-es now and then leh ];
sad.

my computer also another thing.
memory space...
after deleting so many documents, there's still low memory space leh D:

aiyuh..

OH bytheway, walked to Jame's house this morning to borrow his 2B math textbook
i didn't mi lu leh :D
James still say when i go back home sure will mi li ._.
haahaa i
i didn't lor :D
heehee haahaa hoohoo
THANKS ^^

bUAi`

never once a happy ending for me..

2010-07-04T01:17:00.000-07:00

Saturday.
Had Math tuition in the morning as usual.
Learn and slack. Played Doodle Jump in my phone.
then started competing with Vivianne to see who gets to get up higher.
obviously, not talented in games, i kept dropping down and dying >_<>_<>_<
but because the floor outside the stadium is super rough,
when i pick up my floor there's scratches!!
D: i saw it and i wanna cry ];

super sad ];
i can never not be clumsy !!
argh, sometimes i really hate myself ];
''why so freaking clumsy???!!! ''
''can't you take good care of your things? -_-''
DD:

haiizz

reached school it was already 10pm plus.
there was loads of cars, fetching their daughters home.
ehh cuz my parents attending relative's wedding
so they couldn't fetch me.
nobody's taking bus372 to compass somemore so i walked to the bus-stop
and nobody was there leh.
so dark and scary.

the bus came and only one couple was there.
lucky i wasn't alone with the bus driver cuz' i will freak out.
took LRT afterwards.
got many people :D
the freaky part came..
from LRT station to my house there's a distance.
then this guy infront of me dunno why keep turning around to look at me.
so i slowed down my speed ..
i hope somebody can call me just at the time so i feel more safe lor.
then Valecia called and i smiled :D
thanks!
haahaa i told her i very scared then ask her not to hang up :D
heehee
haahaa

phew.

BYEBYE`

ehh nobody wants to tag my blog one ];
one word: i am PATHETIC man! x]

not the Full Moon we should see

2010-06-26T23:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night while going to Tampines for dinner, i spot the moon on the sky.
its not a full moon when its suppose to be.
it is covered by some sort of object, making it not perfect.
my mummy say its called the dog biting the moon in chinese.
its not really dog biting moon lurh,
just that people in th past or something named this term after they see the moon like that.
LOL.
but after our dinner, the moon is full again :DD
YAY lol :D

tomorrow school going to reopen ler
happy cuz can see TWO AWESOME :D
sad cuz need to get back to work and CHIONG.
but tomorrow choir members won't have school.
cuz going to indoor stadium. ;]

bytheway today i had FUN with Valerie.xiaohui ^^
thanks :D
JieLiang always look so BLURR :D

BYE ^^
oh! this song i heard from Singapore Pavilion @ ShangHai Expo.
By Lin JJ, Sun YanZi, Chai JianYa, Ah Do ^^
Called 感动每一刻
feel that its quite nice ^^
:D
go listen if you want to hear it ^^

LEMON ily

2010-06-26T08:37:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow..
i mean 15 more minutes will be my darling VIVIANNE lemoncito's birthday :D
crapped with her on MSN about some nonsense :D
in the end.
i announced that we both WON :D
LEMON dun angry dun sad, i joking with ya only mah ^^

this post ish dedicated to you :D
<3 thankyou, really thankyou for being such a nice friend.
usually when i crap, people laugh and say me.
but for you, you continue crapping :D
and i love you

thanks to Mdm Lim, or else we won't even be close friends
and now here we are, fated to be best of friends ^^
stay chio and cute always :DD

i will continue to poke you and draw on you, regardless whether you are smaller or same age as me :DD

ILOVEYOU muacks :DD

SICK

2010-06-25T23:59:00.000-07:00

Ehh, I am SICK ];
at first its just flu, running nose, sneezing.
then morning my throat was very dry..
now very COLD.
Mummy say i have fever TT
i think it 'cuz i ran in the RAIN yesterday plus i just came back from overseas..

OH!
bytheway, i had a bad dream yesterday night too.
was LATE for Choir then Ms Yong saw me and kinda scolded me.
dunno why but i cried and pour out my feelings to her O_0''
then afterthat i woke up.
Mummy woke me up.
She said i was crying. Told her was dreaming.
scary..
AWWWWW

That's all. ^^
and and... i completed my Summary already.
Going to do Geog. and Hist. reflection plus tuition summary later.
You see, I always get lazy after completing all the comprehension question, leaving summary till the very last minute TT
why can't summary quesiton be the first question? ];

Anti-Tuition DAY

2010-06-25T22:06:00.001-07:00

YAY haahaa today don't have any tuition
Math- Mrs Cheng went to Malacca for trip
English- the whole June Holiday were break for us YAY :D

2010-06-25T21:37:00.000-07:00

Friday 25June.
Did not know that we had to reach school at 7.30am for Choir.
The schedule states 9 till 1pm
so i thought suppose to reach school at 9.
when i realized that i need to reach at 7.30, it was already 7.40.
was late and everyone from Sop1 had to wait for me.
its so embarrassing.. and i felt really guilty.
but seriously, i thought since no one from choir inform about changes made and the time we had to reach school,
i thought its same as written on the schedule, 9.
the other two practices i did not turn up, went overseas so i am unsure of the timing..
woke Dad up and ask if he could fetch me.
he agreed.
I rushed him asking him to hurry up cuz i dunwan everyone to wait for me for so long];
He threw his temper and shouted at him asking why i was so last minute.
i told him i didnot know and the schudule state 9
he ask why didnt anybody inform me.
aiya.. cried.
dunno how to explain but imagine you were me.
no one inform you, then somebody blame you for being late..
its really bad..
reached school. was raining heavily.
thought everyone was in the car already so i ran from my Dad's car to the bus.
Bus driver scolded me.
told me i should wait outside general office for him.
got drenched. but that was not the thing that matter
cuz i was really sad.
i guess i am nothing in choir now.
i dunno why but i feel this way.

Mrs Ong asked me to sit beside her, talk to me and ask me whut happen.
then after that , the journey went like.. i stared outside the window thinking and thinking...

its hard to say it out here, people will say im stupid.
but i just feel that im not part of choir, not anymore.
cried so many times..
changing section, late, teacher using those words .., telling to whole choir about my story [mrs hoo],
i dunno. dunno how ppl look at me.
SORE.
then in the bus, i really hope somebody was there for me..
maybe not possible.

then i got a Cold afterwards.. kept sneezing, mucus flowing out

but while dancing and practicing the dance steps, i felt better.
thanks to beewee and choir mates.

went to do proj afterwards. completed chinese oroj.
went compass for vanilla icecream ^^

went home.
i dunno whut wrong with my ____

awww.
byebye`

So many to say

2010-06-24T08:23:00.000-07:00

I have so many to say so many to write now.

As you can see, i have changed my blogskin ^^
so hope you all would like it.
Just thought of changing to something new cuz i am bored of the old one.
Might not be the nicest skin but still, i managed to change to a NEW one.
Happy.
If i have the time, i would write and edit on my profile ; add in new songs ; change and edit my tagboard and the size.

Bytheway, changed my profile name from 'cutiepie' to 'ningzhen`SMILE:]'
thought that 'cutiepie' does not fit me..
HAAHAA

Packed the stuff in my luggage back into my wardrobe.
Did many things, i guess.
Everytime i want to complete doing something important, Facebook and internet come and seduce me. Then i got obsessed with it :X

Tomorrow, 25 June Friday, would be going to YanYi's house in the morning @ 10 for project.
Chinese Project mainly.
Then Choir from 2 till 5pm.
Hopefully, once i come back home i can complete as much stuff as i can.
so i shall keep my laptop to a side , in case it starts to seduce me again tomorrow :X

I want to complete:
Summary (tuition and holiday hw)
Composition
( so many exciting events yet i dunno which to write and how to start my compo ._. )
History worksheet
packing Packing PackinG PACKING!!!

Ok Bye ^^

Back from ShangHai

2010-06-24T00:44:00.000-07:00

Hello :D
NingZhen is finally back :)

Okay.. i shall tell you all more about my trip to China when i am free.
Reached Singapore Terminal 2 @ approximately 4 in the morning.
Took Taxi back home, wash up and SLEEP!
To sum it all up, the trip to ShangHai was FUN! ^^
Might upload pictures to FaceBook if possible

AHHH Shit ];
PROJECTS!
Left Chinese, History and Geography!

tomorrow still have choir rehearsal.
haven't been there for very long.. guess i will do loads of mistakes and get scolded :X

BYE
bytheway, this guy i saw in airport at ShangHai..
Lol.

In my mind

2010-06-15T02:10:00.000-07:00

I suddenly want to do a lot of things at a time!
Blogging, Research, Reading storybook, Adding new songs...
AHHHH!
Hoping that i could multi task with just a pair of hands :D
LOL!

Ok..
so far, Vivianne and James both finish almost all the homework O_o''
so fast sia..
I need to and have to chiong..
not becasue i am kia su
but will be overseas for a week!
AHHHHH

Ok.. so far done
Math Journal
Math Workbook mid year specimen papers
Math Australian Paper
Math Project research
history project part

Going to read storybook to do book review today
complete comprehension
do history worksheet.

So many right DD:

HAIZ..
the thought of it freak me out.
least i done few projects already..
byebye, no mood blog liao :X

Airport

2010-06-13T06:01:00.000-07:00

Attended classes this morning .
INSPIRED.

Fear won't bring you to any Good, being Shy as well..
Hmmm, its kinda true.

Went Rivervale Mall to fetched SooPeng and YanYi.
Dad fetched :D
Terminal 3 @ Changi Airport for History and Geography Project discussion :D
Went to CoffeeBean at Level2
Ordered drink and the cashier was kinda funny and WEIRD..
Started doing and planning for project..
YanYi wanted to order a drink as well.
Had Caramel Latte. Her drink had a Heart Shape Caramel syrup on top.
Very nice but we didn't take picture of it. Haahaa
After that when Soopeng wants a drink too, the cashier handed over the receipt yet did not let his hand go.
So we pull, ended up tearing the receipt :X
haahaa then he print out another one. Lol
Same thing happen when he hand over the tissue..
Soopeng ordered Iced Double Chocolate and i think its nice ^^

Ok.. use halfway and both our com's battery went flat. .
so we just kept on discussing and discussing
At around 4pm, we started walking around Terminal 3 and took some photos

They wanted to ride the SkyRide to Terminal 1 and 2.
Lol but we didn't

Went down to see the slide.
Soopeng wanted to slide, but the queue was too long...

Walk around, here and there.
Went to take Mrt after that at around 4:30
Chat.
Reached Tanah Marah and took separate ways, different Mrt train

Took to Tampines and find sister there.
Had Mango Sago @ the dessert store
Taste ok but very expensive, considering the bowl is rather small..

Head to GrandParent's house to celebrate Fathers' Day
Ate.
Borrowed a book from Shawn,cousin.
'I Believe You'
by Low Kay Hwa.
Thanks :]

Going to do History,Geographt project asap.
As well as Australian Ws and Workbook Papers.

Bye.
will update again ~

Bugis

2010-06-12T08:43:00.000-07:00

Had Mathematics tuition this morning @ 9am till 12pm
Normal
Shawn,cousin forget to bring his calculator and book again!! >.<
I reminded him many times last week!!

Ok never mind..

DaJie sms me after that asking me if i want to go out with them to shop :D
Got excited.
Went Bugis.
Had lunch in this small vegetarian air-conditioned stall
Ate veg. fish porridge , it taste nice ^^
first time there
Then walk long distances and stop several times half-way to see things that caught out attention
^^
Reached Bugis Street , walk around
Bought a black tie @ 8bucks :D
dunno why but stomach started to ache.
Went to iluma, wanted to sit in CoffeeBean stall but was too crowded
so went down.
There is this new cafe.
Bought hot chocolate drink.
felt better.
walk back to the carpark before heading home

In the car, listened to many korean songs and fell alsleep
reached home, sister and i watched Korea show thru the internet
where 2 couples had some events
the first one was nice and lovely :D
the second one, not really. its like they have nothing to talk about...
okay nvm, no link :X

Went out for dinner @ Bugis
first time there too :D
Japanese Vegetarian Restaurant ^^
Nice but rather expensive.
Walk around Bugis Street again with Kor, DaJie and her bf.
while Daddy and Mummy head to some other places .
Walk around.
Things that caught my eye:
-Vintage Messenger Bag
-Sneakers

but did not buy them 'cuz .... i dunno
Lol.

Gotta Go. BYE
Miss my ErJie, KT ];

Close To You

2010-06-10T20:03:00.000-07:00

Hey ^^
If you haven't notice, all my songs are called 'Close To You'
haahaa the ther time i wanted to find this one song, then every other similar song came out
I heard the starting part, i like it then i added into my playlist.
but the songs are getting boring :X
going to change it once i have the time ^^

Later, i am going to meet Valarie and Mingfand @ Compass Point at 12pm.
Going School for IPW then head to Valarie's house for Math Proj :D

Sunday going do Project with Soopeng and Yanyi @ Airport :DD
woots :D
Ehh, Valarie's mother don't allow her to go, but its ok, cuz she can do the proj during
the next meet up.
and for that one, i won't be turning up cuz will be OVERSEAS :D

Btw, will be OVERSEAS from 17-24June
:D
lalalalala~
Excited. :D

Btw, yesterday choir was bad :X
but i don't dread it ^^
Ms Yin was still talking to us nicely after the practise
so nice of her <3

BYE~

Take a Bow

2010-06-09T00:18:00.000-07:00

Both 'Take a Bow' by Rihanna and Leona Lewis are nice ^^
I shall pick sentences i like there :)

Rihanna
Don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not..

But it's over now..

Oh, and the award for best liar goes to you
For making me believe you could be faithful to me

Leona Lewis
Baby, i deserve more than empty words and promises

I gave you all, but all you gave me was pretense, so now take a bow

And you should know that your performance made me stronger

By the way ...
today i am going to do as much homework as possible :D
because tomorrow which is Thursday, i will have choir from 2 till 5
Then friday is Project day
Saturday with Math tuition
Sunday is Project day as well
Heh

Listening to songs and finding out meaning lyrics.

Argh, really want to have DuaFamily outing ! D:

Yet another day

2010-06-07T20:28:00.000-07:00

Hello! xP
I have always wanted to post since the start of June Holidays.
Yet every time i turn on the computer, i started with FaceBooking, Chatting online, Surfing the Net..
Then i got lazy to log in to post.
So i decided to log in straight once i use Mozilla Firefox.
and here i am, posting once again!!! :DD
WOOOTS.

There is many feelings in me, to many that its quite tough on deciding which to start with.
Heeh.
Added to the fact that i havent been posting quite some time, i realli dunno how to start myself
haahaa :DDD

MALACCA TRIP :D
I didnt bring camera there but Valarie and the others took loads of pictures for me
Thanks :D
Those pictures 2A took can be found in FACEBOOK :D
Happy moments!
I really miss Malacca a lot!
Kept sharing loads of things with my family about how nice it is :D
HEH; btw i fell. Haahaa
but its no longer painful.
The dry skin is gonna peel off.. :D
Thanks for Valarie for the company; Dua Family for the laughter and fun ;
Yanyi for the gift and company; 2A for the JOY;
teachers who helped me apply medicine <3; tour guide and bus driver
Btw, the vegetarian food was yum yum delicious :DD
We all want to go there again!!

Marina Barrage
mathematics trial - FUN
i love the flying of kites !!
want to go there with FRIENDS again;
especially at night cuz Valarie and Marlene said it will be very romantic :DD haahaa

Later will be going for CHOIR practice.
whereas Joey, Valecia, James, Minghao and Valarie will be heading to BUGIS
for movie and fun.
Hope they will enjoy themself.
Hope today's choir would be alright and enjoyable :DD

Guess i wont be performing for Syf opening ceremony 'cuz will be missing out
rehearsals. Going overseas, like so sudden.
But oh well, my father wants to bring us there :DD
can't wait :DD
havent go overseas for quite some time.

For the Hongkong competition, hopefully i can go :D

I REALLY REALLY HOPE THIS JUNE HOLIDAY, THE WHOLE DUA FAMILY CAN GO OUT TOGETHER. EVERYTHING SINGLE ONE OF US, INCLUDING THE BOYS.
THEN, THAT WOULD BE CALLED OUR FIRST AND REAL DUA FAMILY OUTING :DD

SO FAR, THE ONE WITH MOST PEOPLE DE OUTING WAS LAST YEAR TO VIVO CITY.
ONLY JOEY DID NOT TURN UP D;

WISHING AND WAITING FOR THAT DAY!
TRUST ME, WE WILL BE ABLE TO GO OUT TGT SOON :DD
HEEHEE

Bye people :D please tag my blog lurh ;]

2010-05-24T00:30:00.000-07:00

Hello Everyone ^^
In school posting now.
So HAPPY lor because don't have CCA :D
Suddenly say because very little people so decided to cancel it :D
Isn't is AMAZING?
Ok, i know i am very evil ]; I am alright with CCA now .
Although the pack schedule is killing all of us, but i have to persevere ;]
Its just that i cannot believe can last minute cancel CCA one x)
HAPPPPPY~
I was jumping like mad upon hearing such Great new :DD

Okies.. Get back to point..
Monday Monday.
Usually would be so Awesomely HYPER but not the case today ];
At first, was quite okay and high.
Got back Geog today. Hmmm, deprove but still manage to clinch an A2.
English got back Composition and Situational Writing.
Composition suck shit. I was filled with confidence cuz the question i chose could describe many things..
Turn out that my Grammar pulled me down.
So confident yet the results suck ]';
Its always my GRAMMAR GRAMMAR GRAMMAR..
Saturday had english tuition and cher returned me my composition.
Once again, its the grammar ];
so sad DD: got really affected that day and cried a lill' in my dad's car.
Back to Square one again..
once was weak in english then started improving..
now.. everything is going back to normal ]';
I am stupid and i suck.
My language is always poor ]';
Like the same, my chinese situational, the one with most confidence for chinese, end up to FAIL ];

Tell me why DD: ...

Okiess.. then afterthat, Mrs Ang let us watch this cartoon show super nice and cute [hearts]
then PE. trail for the coming NAPFA after June holidays..
had fun doing my very best [hearts]

Recess.... suddenly no mood..
D';
Art lesson got even worse...
because i thought things wrongly D:
i am not sensitive lor.

then had History lessons. Got back papers also.
quite alright.

hadd home econs lessons.
paired up with Vivianne :D
the Pizze was AWESOME!
going to make for family if possible :D

Btw, talking about this, i am going to bake cookies again during June hols.
hoep it will turn out better this time ^^

Byebye~
you promise me, you promise not to hurt me. Why are you such a Jerk?
StuckUp~
I'll NEVER believe you anymore. I won't forgive you too..

contradict

2010-05-19T05:16:00.001-07:00

In life, there is a lot of things contradicting themselves.
Url stating 'ohplease-justsmile' yet each and every post came out to be the opposite.

So Exams are finally over.
But there's still somewhat stress in me :P
dunno why leh. It seems to me that there's still exams tomorrow.
Haahaa.
still, i'm glad there is a break.
Break.

overall, Mid Year Exam is great, both tough and easy~
Hope will get pleasant marks.
Seriously, getting high marks and having high positions in both level and class wise doesn't matter to me now.
Just hope I am sastifies with my results. ;]
That's the way i like. :D

Head to Compass point after Last paper today.
Went to Valecia's house afterwards.
Lerwin is super cute :D
Overall, very fun ^^

Talk to Beatrice.L a lot :) <3
thanks jieh!

I am who i am and who i wanna be.
No means of acting because I am my true self.
I live my way happily, regardless whether people laugh at my clumsy and silly behaviour.
Life can be carefree with your friends and family.
So just shoo off you freak!
Unhappy germs shall be destroyed and replaced with smiles soon.
The rain will soon end, leaving a beautiful rainbow.
Forget about unhappy things for they won't be sorry.

Dear brother, never give up.
I'll always be here for you.
When it rains, I'll provide you with shelter.
We had never once given up hope on you so don't you.
Jiayous.
Its alright der. Stay strong man :]

BYE~