Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Why the sudden urge to break down..
Back again,
Feeling rather down. /;
How would you feel, to be called Fake.
I don't think it was a joke, to think of it again.
hmm..
I decided to start blogging a little too, after reading my xiaomeimei's blog.
Those good old days when blogging and stalking other blogger's blog seems great and awesome again.
Like how Facebook and Twitter used to be something i always look forward to using once i use my laptop.
Seems like my Facebook and Twitter are not as active now.
I can't seem to write out how i feel there like before, it's just weird.
To be noticed by others.
I spent my holiday fruitfully, with overseas trip and loads of outing and meetup-s, how we all flashed back to the past and reminisce them.
Memories. Perhaps one day we might have forgotten about certain meaningful events,
forgot about the important dates in life, threw away pictures, gifts, cards and letters from our friends and loved ones, but memories stays.
That feeling would stay, forever in our hearts.
Thankyou God.
For the wonderful Family i have,
the food and the place i'm staying at,
so many friends i have around me, always there for me and making my life so wonderful.
I have everything, I don't know why i shouldn't be contented.
Yes, i may not be in Top schools, i am certainly not rich, not staying in Private estates,
i don't know servants and stuff.
I love everything and everyone around me.
Thank you God. (':
I wanted to write more but no feeling anymore. heh. [;
Till there, BYE (:
if we could stay like this~
<3
Hmm, seems like this is the best place for me to pour out my feelings,
All at once.
I hope no one see this, and even if u do, I hope you pretend you didn't
I really don't know what I'm feeling in me.
And suddenly I thought of me in school, being imaged as the crazy, mad, retarded, idiot, noisy girl or smth? But, I'm just being myself
I hope they understand. I'm not trying to seek attention or be the center of attraction. I do hope I can make my friends smile or laugh it off through the boring and tough time. I hope I'm doing it right though.
It has been long since I've posted on my blog, its kinda dead. Lalalalalala.
I'm okayy I'm really okayy, you mean I don't look as though I'm all right? LOL.
Oh, sometimes you get so negative and to you, you're trying to help, but it gets a little irritating because I really don't think that way so you shouldn't. I hope you understand~
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