I should say the pain didn't go away.
At first, i was more of pissed.
then i got more hurt, sad in the way..
cuz - You've created all this mess up.
Why?

that particular day; it rain heavily, horribly, terribly
that's how i felt.



thought of many things afterwards.
different things; weird things; things that i don't use to think of..
things that reminded me that i'm not part of the true clique,
things that make me realise ..
CME teacher was right.. -friends around you having relationship gives us pressure..

I kept thinking and thinking.
i couldn't sleep well at night,
i couldn't focus 100% in class,
i got lazy to do things i need to,
i lost my cheerful and happy character..

now, i felt that monday and tuesday are the best.
i like going school, i like seeing friends.
its a place where we share everything..
i love monday and tuesday because have PE
you can practically go mad and wild.

i love PE lessons without physical training :)
i'm sure everyone feels the same x]


BYE