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Lost days, pictures fade.
Today was a nightmare
Friday, April 23, 2010

Hello everyone.
Haven't touched the computer for quite some time.
Busy with studies.

USELESS as i am.
terribly sorry to my closest friend, Valarie Teo.
Sorry for being so useless.
When you need a someone to comfort, when you are helpless..
i was useless as a friend.
I don't know how to encourage you, don't know how to make you feel better.
But i swear i did try..
so sorry ;[
forgive me ..

Felt that way:
felt that we drift apart..
'cuz i didn't help you in anyway...
those help were from Lipfei..
so sorry..
I really hope you can Cheer Up, Stay Strong.
Persevere till the end!


FRIDAY was a dream, a nightmare. I hope.
Everything went on as usual, so fast.
After school, we attended some science fair
Kind of interesting and boring.
Contradict.

Came the horrible thing.
Alto and Soprano uneven - Alto had lesser people than Soprano.
Ms Yin wanted to transfer people over.
Sec 1 did their audition .
Sec 2's turn..
started all form Soprano1.
Stand and sit . stand and sit.
Ms Yin asked several people to sing alone or as a pair again.
Cheryl, YeeChin, Christina got into Soprano 2.
cuz i think they sang loudly and well, seriously i think so.

Suddenly Ms Yin called my name.
Stand up alone.
Was not kind of afraid - cuz too cold, shivering madly... and best thing: the shiver can't seem to stop.
Sang those low keys she played.
say i can sing both high and low keys..
then got into Alto 1 ...


my clique, my soprano ];
cannot sing high parts, cannot play with friends.
I can only stand at a corner from Alto 1's position, looking at Soprano 1 singing
those high parts..
and feeling miserable.
I tend to be forgetful, which means those low keys... aren't easy for me to remember.
then end up i sing Sop part.
actually, to be frank, i dunno wad i singing.
this while singing Alto part , next while singing Sop 2 then Sop 1
.....
Worse thing: maybe we aren't going to change back to Sop1 anymore ];

Went home cried madly ];
thought about seniors leaving and choir practise feeling empty in certain ways...
its bad to think about that ];


HAIZ..


bye~

i ever once or always wished for a someone to be there for me when i'm down.
someone to hug and comfort me and assure me everything would be fine.
Tell me, when will that someone come.. ?
'cuz im weak and i need you badly...