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Friday, June 25, 2010

Friday 25June.
Did not know that we had to reach school at 7.30am for Choir.
The schedule states 9 till 1pm
so i thought suppose to reach school at 9.
when i realized that i need to reach at 7.30, it was already 7.40.
was late and everyone from Sop1 had to wait for me.
its so embarrassing.. and i felt really guilty.
but seriously, i thought since no one from choir inform about changes made and the time we had to reach school,
i thought its same as written on the schedule, 9.
the other two practices i did not turn up, went overseas so i am unsure of the timing..
woke Dad up and ask if he could fetch me.
he agreed.
I rushed him asking him to hurry up cuz i dunwan everyone to wait for me for so long];
He threw his temper and shouted at him asking why i was so last minute.
i told him i didnot know and the schudule state 9
he ask why didnt anybody inform me.
aiya.. cried.
dunno how to explain but imagine you were me.
no one inform you, then somebody blame you for being late..
its really bad..
reached school. was raining heavily.
thought everyone was in the car already so i ran from my Dad's car to the bus.
Bus driver scolded me.
told me i should wait outside general office for him.
got drenched. but that was not the thing that matter
cuz i was really sad.
i guess i am nothing in choir now.
i dunno why but i feel this way.

Mrs Ong asked me to sit beside her, talk to me and ask me whut happen.
then after that , the journey went like.. i stared outside the window thinking and thinking...

its hard to say it out here, people will say im stupid.
but i just feel that im not part of choir, not anymore.
cried so many times..
changing section, late, teacher using those words .., telling to whole choir about my story [mrs hoo],
i dunno. dunno how ppl look at me.
SORE.
then in the bus, i really hope somebody was there for me..
maybe not possible.

then i got a Cold afterwards.. kept sneezing, mucus flowing out

but while dancing and practicing the dance steps, i felt better.
thanks to beewee and choir mates.

went to do proj afterwards. completed chinese oroj.
went compass for vanilla icecream ^^

went home.
i dunno whut wrong with my ____

awww.
byebye`

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